OH gawwwwwwdddddd !!!
argh! i need to get out of this holiday mood .
damn it i hate this yr seriously.
everything seems so hard to cope & its like so diff .
oh wells , i have to bear with it .

&& i MUST get out of holiday mood next week .
arghhh..

i feel so lost yea LOST
i duno what i am doing now
nor neither what am i suppose to do .
& no matter how i read or try to understand chemistry ,
i still carn do it .. i still cannot understand it . but i dun wan to fail anymore
for other subjects all i have to do i guess is read more .
perhaps bit by bit .
i cannot do everything at once ,
but i dun think there is time ))) :

i should blame myself for not working HARD enough in semester one
but even if i studied , i get killed when i get nervous .

ARGHHHH i need help , i really need help .
and it seems like i will still be the same with ALL those diff ways i tried to study better
its like yrs ive been trying diff easier methods for me to study .

nvms !!! i have to do work now to get me OUT OUT of this damn holiday mood .
& i dun where my things are . -.-
have i lend them to other people or what ?? duno argh

feel damn moodless lately =X
ihatethis)):