chinese new year celebration .
kana saboed for fashion parade .
we won but ..
it almost cost my life .
had a super bad stage fright when i see a big crowd of people down there .
was looking on the floor and looking at tr's actions all the time .
he was nervous / scared too
but in the end he performed well as a "HIP HOP" CAI SHEN YE .
..
and ya i noe i was slouching .
i do that when i go on stage
fear is the main problem ..
and the costume tore right after i got down the stage ..

even in photos during receiving of prize .
i dint smile. i look rah nervous .. super fake smile thats it
i bow when im not supposed to
i dint bow when im supposed to
sucks .
in my whole life time , i get onto the stage less than 7 times
cant blame .

OVER OVER ! KAY
NOW .. i have smt impt to say
PEOPLE ! ENJOY UR NEW YEAR !