I dont know why I feel so emotional now , all of a sudden. Perhaps im just too tired and exhausted abount Jc life, seriously if i say i aint stress now , im lying.

I miss Yeegin and Cindy , i really miss them like loads .
If i see them now i will give them a big hug even if im sweaty and have tears of joy . Although chrismin is in PJ with me , she is busy lately because of student council planning and school work. All the free time that she have , i see her studying and i dont think i should disturb her. She look stressed too ):

i really hope i can have someone close to talk to now & cry my hearts out so i can feel better . Chemistry test is next week and i have yet to figure out how to do redox. I took weeks and i am already 2 or 3 tutorials behind. I just cant figure out what it is all about ! PW also need to be handed in next week !! everything is floooding me plus i will be busy this weekends, i need better time management planning .At least mum is there to help me find chemistry tuitions asap, she knows im struggling, she is trying her best to find a good tutor for me too :)

I wish I live beside the beach so i can listen to those soothing sounds of the sea which will seriously make me feel more relaxed. Plus i can shout out whatever i want .

Please gimme a miracle to understand chemistry by tonight . I dont want to fail, I dont want to score badly , i dont want history to repeat .