There is goes again , another mundane day will be over in a few hours time .

I dont know what is running through my mind , for a moment i seem to be present but another moment it feels like im gone into thin air , so unaware about what happened the past few hours . Everything just zoom past so fast that sometimes i didnt even manage to get a glimpse of it for long .

I think i shall make this something like a reflection post , haha :D if you cant stand it , you can just sit down ! HAHA or just click that red cross above (:

I guess my life is much more exciting then anyone else , in terms of my character and personality , I changed alot since i was born until now . My parents was telling me i was so small in size that when i was 3 years old , people asked how many months am I . Furthermore, they thought my younger sister was the older one instead -.-. I wasnt like any other kid which is supposed to be hyper and enjoying life , i would just sit at one corner and stone ,living in my own world. I would not even laugh or smile when people play with me .

Then, mum decided to put me in a childcare centre because she got no time to take care of my sister and I and she wanted me to interact more. But i was taken out of there a few weeks later because during my dad's breaktimes, he would go over to take a peek but i will always be sitting at the same spot every single day fiddling with my own items and wont interact without any fail.

( yea , i was laughing at myself for being so emo when i was told all this ! :DDD )

Anyway without all those care and concern i get from my parents and relatives , I think im still that small little kid which will be shorter and smaller in size then my sister. ( haha ignore the fact that my sister will be taller then me soon ... ) I will not be as interactive and noisy like I am now laughing non stop in school with friends in school . Even during work , colleagues and experience also left an impact in my life .

When i was secondary 2, my job was to serve and help kids at art creative art corner to paint on clay coin banks and all that really need patience . It took me quite a few days to open up and slowly talk to customers and those cute little kids . The Boss was a really nice guy too, he was the one who taught me how to do so much things and not forgetting my partner suhiang whom is super humourous and out going ! It involves handling those kids that fight over paint :D haha .

Then after the stressful and looooooong O lvl examinations , i joined Adam khoo outdoor camps hoping to gain some learning experiences . Although i only did around 2 camps , I made many new friends and haha i super enjoyed it . However , debrief sessions was really my weakess link , mayb during games and such , i can be loud and noisy and i can explain well . But when everyone is quiet and im the only one speaking , I so called feel the pressure and scared i might say something wrong to those kids sitting in front of me . But after those comments and feedback my my mirror that time , i knew what i am suppose to improve on :) But seriously, I love it haha .

Now being in JC , there are always people around me to cheer me on ! Fiona's small little card, kelvin's lame actions, Debbie's ever-funny-laughter and Amelia's cheerfulness really made adapting in PJ much easier . Not forgetting my secondary school mates like yeegin, cindy, chrismin, yuxuan , peiwen ,yang qi , sheng kiang and towrong ! etc

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That deep cut on my mum's palm really left a cut in my heart too ):

She accidentally cut it while she was cooking . ( my baby cousin almost teared when see saw the cut) " Mummy , Xiao Xin , Xiao Xin " she repeated .

WOOOOOOO ! I SHOULD ENJOY MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST !

I WILL MAKE IT AS AWESOME AS POSSIBLE !

especially with friends , parent and relatives around me :))))))

i feel so optimistic , haha i always am :DDD

Before i sign off.... I shall show you .........

A PIC OF ME WHEN I AM YOUNG ! :D

dont look emo right ? haha .

i dint plan any story above. its all true !