i want to watch movie !
i thought i would be able to catch one movie today before i get started with my revision for china studies but im so sad that its cancelled . Life seriously sucks now , other then work there is nothing else and no one seems to be free to accompany me to watch a movie ):

Its time i get started on my EOM too since the deadline falls on the same day as my China studies exam . My june holiday timetable is so filled up ! Its not even considered a holiday at all !
-carrying out GPP ,
-Study for exams right after holiday
-tennis trainings

Someone ask me out please , im dying to take a break and go out for a day and im glad (:
even on SYF showcase day , i will be in school for the whole day before i go there . most probably i will be going there stinking the whole place up after tennis training .

Life is getting very boring .
I know im getting super pessimistic
but i will try to get over it soon ! :D:D
I want to find my own self back .
I feel as if im forcing a smile out everytime ,
thats super terrible !!