JC life is tiring me out .
This week was totally screwed up and tiring ! I hardly had any sleep throughout this week due to those piling work and never ending department test !!

In conclusion , Chem test was bad and maths test was worse .
Furthermore , i Can no longer force myself to stay awake during certain lectures or tutorials .
I may seem to be awake with my eyes widely open , but actually im sleeping.

Hand aches due to tennis makes everything worse than ever !
Ive got difficulty holding chopsticks
ive got difficulty holding pen and pencils
ive got difficulty moving my hand
it feels like its dislocated !!

2 days of weekends is totally INSUFFICIENT ! its not a break at all but just days for us to complete our homework and revise for the test for the new week ! Comeon la , i think i cant survive this for long .

Yesterday i was so tired that i just dived into my bed and slept even with the lights on !
I can never ever sleep with lights on ! plus the light is like above me .

Everything is changing ! Stress is coming !!
My body is trying to adapt to it !! Struggling ~

Anyway, ive finally settled and adapted to pjc . Although there might be times when im super lonely and i just feel super not in place. Especially when Fiona debbie kelvin and amelia go for college day rehearsals since their CCAs are inter connected and im the only one left . I will just stone at the cafe and feel just so weird ): Like , odd one out ......

but i cant adapt to how jc life works .. ):
back to study ...... again.